bloodpilots do have a crush on them or am so deprived of human contact and not used to having a friend that my brain cannot see the differ- ence between being platonically happy to be around someone vs wanting to be romantically involved with them: the saga
No I'm not okay but I haven't been okay since I was 11, maybe 12. I am still here though. I'm still breathing. For me sometimes, that will have to be enough.