I sat up and prepared to get up if he went for the bells... and we just sat in the dark and stared at each other for a moment. And then he kind of tip-toed over like he does, spun circles, and is now sleeping at my feet. I'm having a hard time not bursting into tears right now. All I want is for him to feel loved, safe, and happy. This shows that maybe I can give him that. He deserves it. I love you so much Max.