Thursday, 25 June 2020 AM
Not a meme obviously, but I just wanted to say I've finally found medication that's working. I got a new doc who asked me how I felt. He said he had a hunch I had a diagnosis nobody had considered before.
He was right.
My head is finally quiet now. For the first time in my entire life, 20 years as of tomorrow...! just feel normal. Not "emotionless, flat" normal, the thing I thought was normal after my racing head burnt itself down for over 5 depressing years...
Genuinely normal. Upbeat, optimistic, jokey.
My relatives say they're overjoyed at how open am to chat and share experiences together, and the last week alone has had dozens of uplifting moments as a family.
stand up straight now, without thinking. My self confidence is through the roof. I get through a shift at work, a shift that used to leave me completely empty for the rest of the day...and I'm fine. Energetic even.
I know you guys might not believe me when I say things will pick up for you. If you had told me just last month, I wouldn't have believed it either.
But it will. Maybe not for years, even decades,
Thursday, 25 June 2020 AM Not a meme obviously, but I just wanted to say I've finally found medication that's working. I got a new doc who asked me how I felt. He said he had a hunch I had a diagnosis nobody had considered before. He was right. My head is finally quiet now. For the first time in my entire life, 20 years as of tomorrow...! just feel normal. Not "emotionless, flat" normal, the thing I thought was normal after my racing head burnt itself down for over 5 depressing years... Genuinely normal. Upbeat, optimistic, jokey. My relatives say they're overjoyed at how open am to chat and share experiences together, and the last week alone has had dozens of uplifting moments as a family. stand up straight now, without thinking. My self confidence is through the roof. I get through a shift at work, a shift that used to leave me completely empty for the rest of the day...and I'm fine. Energetic even. I know you guys might not believe me when I say things will pick up for you. If you had told me just last month, I wouldn't have believed it either. But it will. Maybe not for years, even decades,