Someone tell me Itll eventually stop hurting when I hear his name, see him on social media, or when something reminds me of him/us. We had a relatively mutual/non-argumentative break up, it was for the best (for him not for me). I honestly wish it would've been horrible. I wish he would've given me a reason to hate him. Sorry for the rant but I just moved to a new place and have no one else to rant to.