Healing isn't easy and it certainly isn't pretty. Healing is hard. It's scary and it's exhausting. Allow yourself to go through it. Allow yourself to feel. Allow yourself to heal.
King Soopers barista Logan Smith saved his elderly coworker by hiding her in a trash can during the shooting: "She is my elder, I must protect her." We SS The brave 20-year-old couldn't completely duck out view, but he also hid behind a trash can himself for "the longest 20 minutes of my life." He WOR tragically lost 3 coworkers in the shooting.